Super long time since i last blogged ... hee... i m in lab now having a bit of time so going to do some tying now hee :)

updates about my life:
1) doing fyp now, busy in lab everyday. ve been progressing quite fast until recently many prob came up.... sob... proteins not expressing properly den today i cast gel 3 times and unsuccessful !!! now waiting for the last gel, hopefully its fine. hai... feeling so tired now. Hee... But i m having fun too, at least before things started not gg my way. haha.... Let's see how it goes, it's gg to be a long project and i ll be in lab alot!! think my complexion getting worst cause of the stale air in here and the bacteria around man. hee

2) It's the matric season again :) having lots of fun with my og and also building deeper relationships with ppl such as yi li, shaun and derrick :) Glad to know yi li esp and hope that i ll be able to share with her and that the relationship will be sustained. I m a bit sad that derrick is leaving!! He's adding so much strength to the group, not just in terms of his craziness (hahah), but cause of his spirit man!!! having him in our group really different.

Our brothers really need to grow man... feel so burden for them. Brothers are lacking not just in quantity but also in quality man. REally hope that they will be serious and have a greater desire to chase after God instead of the many things in the world. If not how to have strong and biblical men? Heartache... hahah... There's seems to be some improvement though... can only pray and trust in God to work in their hearts.

3) This holiday has been really interesting for me. Meeting up friends finally. ve been neglected them alot cause devoted all my time to ministry and God reminded of the unbalanced and unhealthy life that i had been living. I need to be an influencer not just with the believers. Also, need to have my own space and time too :) It's not a sin to go enjoy life and relax too :0

4) Writing songs again :) Finally! different style now. Seems like the style changes after every short break but it takes me a higher level in my song writing.
started with writing tunes for psalms in the bible, then went on to writing simple songs with simple words then went on to scriptural songs based on verses from the bible. Currently doing a bit of contemporary christian songs, not really suitable for praise and worship setting though.

5) Starting a blog soon. Jasmine helping me to do the blog and guan rui and i ll be working together again. He ll be helping me to sing my songs then post on the blog. Hopefully can be up by next month. Currently we only recorded 3 songs still ve 10 more to go. Do visit this new blog when its up :)

6) i also sent in 2 of my songs for the upcoming hope album for next yr. Not sure if it will be chosen. Act quite uncertain about song writing, feel that i m not good enough and that many ppl out there can write better and ve music background and they r more developed. Despite all these, still dun wanna give up. Just try and see where God will lead me with my song writing gift. i believe that faithfulness is what God desires from me the rest i ll leave it to Him.

Already 2 months of holiday gone. Left 1 more month. Set some goals before the holidays but think i ve forgotten. Hee.. its time to go do something already :)

This yr is really a very tough yr for me. The toughest. seems like the honey mood period with God is over already :) hee.. no la dun mind to make it sound so bad. God has indeed spoken and prepared me for this yr and it is indeed a tough yr of struggles, of testing of convictions of moulding of char too. Felt like every conviction that i ve built and thot i ve was tested and refined by God. Really felt like giving u many times in the past months but god is indeed faithful and He pursued me madly until i surrender. Cried like buckets of tears this yr, never cried so much ever since i came to know God. But really felt that i grew stronger in my emotions and in my walk with God and ve matured through all these. Though it was tough and think my shepherd really na wo mei ban fa but God is really faithful and gracious to me. REally thank Him for seeing me through.

ve grown emotionally much stronger than before and to stand firm in my faith, allowing nothing and i repeat absolutely nothing to sway me from Christ. My goal is to be a strong woman of God to stand firm in this faith that He has called me to and To press on and fight the good race. Nothing can stand in the way anyway. This is my promise to God and this is my conviction.

 

Signing off at 3:00 PM